after a long period of mugging

has blogger changed it's system or something? how come i can no longer change the type of font and size to a different font? sigh. how long has it been since i last blogged?

school is hectic. new assignments come when the old ones are just due. crap. no time for break. my two sisters are in their campus enjoying the time of their lives, and here i am, slogging like an ant searching for food. this is pathetic.

life in school is not like a bed of roses. i've been spending most of my time alone, either in the canteen having my lunch on a two seater table, or in the library reading manga books. just today, i found out a new place that i can spend my overly long break. the cyber cafe. there are computers there for students to use, and i can use it to surf the net and do whatever i want. of course, i cant do anything illegal, or watch porn or something like that.

i've grown to do everything on my own. since i dont have any "friends" to depend on in school, i practically have to do everything myself. some may say it's a good thing, learning to be independent. but i dont think this is a good way to learn independence??! i'm feeling more and more sad each day. sometimes i really question myself why i dont have "friends"? is it because i'm too quiet? or too boring? or is it i'm just fated to live in loneliness? haha..i think i'm thinking abit too much. just hope my life will change for the better in time to come. i cant stand my life now. thank goodness i still have my old friends, and my sisters.

yesterday i wanted to sleep so badly. however, today when i have the time to sleep early, here i am, blogging rubbish, trying to waste more time. of course, the main reason is because, I RECIEVED MY IPOD VIDEO ALREADY!! so happy! although part of me still wished i owned a ipod nano, but at least now, i got songs to hear, photos and video to watch. hahaha..

i need to buy a casing to protect my ipod.