ok, i dont know why, but blogger is kind of slow today. it takes so long to load the "posting" page. or is it just my computer?

for THREE WHOLE DAYS. i've been staying at home, doing nothing useful. tried drawing but it turned out like crap. proportion and angle are all wrong. tried reading a book but i just cant concentrate. sigh. dont really know what's bothering me now. i watched tv the rest of the time in the end. heh. i know, it's a huge waste of time.

everyone is always in school in the morning till evening. i have absolutely no one to talk to. stupid timetable of mine. why is my just different from my classmates. oh, and i just checked my tp email, i have to go to school for some talk. it's supposed to educate us on how to give an effective presentation for lessons. sigh. this is something i'm really bad in, but i dont wish to attend the talk. the only reason why i'm going is probably to see my classmates and the school, again. it's better than staying out of school for 2 whole months doing nothing productive.

sigh. i have so many things i wanted to put in down here, but i realised i cant really express it very well. so, nevermind. shall just keep it in my mind. i'm not a talented writer, unlike some people.