bored to surprised to worried

i'm having mixed feelings now. the day started off, not so well. work up as usual for lunch, but got scolded from my mum for wearing t-shirt and shorts to a country club. sigh. i still have no idea what's wrong with that. then, after the club visiting, came back home. what other entertaining stuff i could do at home but to play the playstation. played kingdom hearts, of course. man, it took me a few times just to kill that stupid three headed ugly monster. so, i played till i felt uneasy, with all that camera movement. so, decided to take a break. which was almost time for dinner.

dinner was the usual as well. beef steak. tasted great. the best coffee shop beef steak i've ever tasted so far. the black pepper sauce is the best. so, after dinner, my mum had to go see a doctor. she's still sick. so, went to somewhere near heartland mall, near macdonalds. as i knew she would take a VERY long time in the clinic, i decided go follow my dad to go get his "precious" beer. (i'm telling you, he cant live without it.) on our way to cold storage, i met vt. saw her sitting down there alone. heh, come to think of it, i spotted her slippers first. also, i was looking into macdonalds, hoping i wont meet any pl-lites. at the same time, i recalled how my friends and i sit there for hours studying or just chit chatting. then, i saw someone familar, and it was vt. haha. what a coincidence.

so, i was kind of glad that i met her. the main reason was because throughout the whole day, i had absolutely no one to talk to. as in someone i can just chat with. so, i was relieved when i saw her. we chat for a few minutes before hj arrived. then, after a few more minutes, my mum was done and it was home for me.

i brought my mum to meet my dad. and on our way there, my mum slipped and fell on her knees. the floor was slippery. i wasnt fast enough to catch hold of her. sigh. this made me somewhat guilty. what's more worrying is, just before the accident happened, my mum was telling me that the doctor told her that she got very high blood pressure and that she may faint anytime. that alone made me feel worried for her. so, when she fell, i knew this wasnt good. sigh. and i saw her shred tears. man, the last thing i want to see are my parents tears. i'm speaking the truth. it makes you feel bad.

i think my mum really needs a good rest. she's been tiring herself by finding a new job(that can pay her well.) sometimes i wonder why grown ups cant put down their pride and accept a lower pay. i think one day, they will have to accept the fact that the younger generation have to take over them, it's just a matter of time. so, i really dont understand why my mum wants to trouble and tire herself down. and, just when the situation is not bad enough, she have to go and get all of us a country club. so, this adds on to her already overly-exhuasted self. WHY? why all this trouble? sigh.

PAYA LEBAR METHODIST GIRLS' SCHOOL(SECONDARY)

the school i miss most. really, i had the best school times there. yesterday i was so bored, i started looking through all my old entries, starting from last year ones. i realised a few differences..

1. my style of blogging have changed. less singlish, less short-forms. =D
2. i miss school times. school as in wearing the uniform, being united. facing problems and finally solving it. the tests and exams. sigh. i dont have the "luxury" of experiencing this anymore. i'm all alone now.

pl is calling us to go back for thanksgiving service? heh, although i feel like going back to see the school, i dont want to go for the service. it's kind of boring to me. haha..