tired.bored

i just let out all the junk i ate for the past few days. ha! now i feel so much better, no more bloated stomach.

sighs. tomorrow is another day of work. crap. i'm so lazy to wake up early in the morning to go for work. what's worse is that i have to work for dont know how many hours before i get my first and last break. then, i just have to keep on walking in and out of that counter for i think hundreds of times. i really think they should give me a HIGH increment now. haha. after being so serious about the work, and my diligent cleaning at the counter table, and increment is a must. heh.

i hate the uniform. seriously dislike it. everything is two times bigger than the size i usually wear. the shirt is big, the trousers is huge and i dont even have my own apron and name tag. what crap is this? for yesterday, my name was changed to 'Ryan'. thanks manager. some people gave me that are-you-a-female-or-a-male look. sighs. that's not the main point. what's really irritating is they give you something to be in charge of, but you end up standing down there blocking other people's way because none of them trust me to do anything. then what for they hire newcomers??

my mum is in india now. how i wish i could be there too. it's better staying down there even if it's just a few days than staying down here, with crappy things to stress about. now, everyday is just work work and more work. not forgetting to mention that i have to help my sister to collect her parcel that her dear friend from austrailia sent to her. i heard that it's her birthday present. why am i the one to collect it when i'm also busy? stop assuming that i'm so damn free because now that i got a job, life's nothing else but waking up early and going for work until night time. no play, only work. by the time i come back, it's time to bathe, relax and sleep. wake up the next day for more lousy work. damn it. anyway, i'm going to quit my job soon. next thursday, after i recieve my pay. i'm not going to work for free man. after all the shit i've been through, absolutely not.