crap crap crap.

ARH!! i dont know which course i should put first!!? multimedia and animation or creative media design??? both course are equally interesting and fun. one is from ngee ann the other from singapore poly. sighs.

actually i'm quite proud of myself that at least i narrowed down all the choices into 12 now. heh. AND, i realised that my sister's friends are all in singapore poly. what the crap? i dont want to see them. should i go ngee ann then? arh!! i need someone to tell me what do i actually do in creative media design. at least i now what i will learn in multimedia and animation, because their website is superb. not only did they tell you what you will be learning for each year, i know what the meaning of each heading is.(if you get what i mean) this is something commendable about ngee ann poly, i must say. haha.

the closing date is coming already. i havent make up my mind! argh. i hate this. i hate having a time limit, or a deadline. just sucks. sighs. i hope i make the right choice. guess what? i just read the back few pages. for creative media design, the cut of point is 13(i got 18, crap.), and the intake is only 35. what the crappy crap lah. now i think that i wont get a chance to get in. even multimedia and animation, the cut of point is 17. i didnt even reach the cut of point. suddenly i feel that my marks are really very lousy. what the shit lah.