transport fees sucks

sighs. today, went to temasek polytechnic. i felt terribly inferior. from the moment i stepped out of the bus, and started heading towards the school, i felt like putting a plastic bag over my head. i just dont feel right there. everyone looked matured and most importantly, knew their direction in their coming future. but for me, i just went there because i have a 90% possibility that i may be getting into a polytechnic, so, the most logical thing to do is to find out the courses each polytechnic could offer.

i found out that cmm was the most fun course they have there, and that tourism was absolutely not going to be one of my choices. it seemed really boring. cmm was quite interesting. we got to see how things were going on in a radio station, as well as behind the scenes in the tv production room. thank goodness i wasnt picked to be an example. sighs. i feel that i dont fit in cmm, although i want to get into a course like this. i am not the talking kind, so, i cant really survive in a polytechnic. however, there is really a higher percentage that i will be going to a polytechnic than a jc. simple because my results may not turn out to be something so good in order to allow me to enter a jc, when dont know how many other students out there are competing with me. sighs. the worse thing that could possibly happen to me is my entering to ite. (this i really cross my finders)

hehe. watched memoirs of a geisha today(good movie). walked like crazy just to reach lido on time to catch the 11.30am movie. thank goodness we didnt miss the beginning, if not it will be not worth it at all, since today is friday, so the tickets sold are at $8. not cheap at all. plus all the transport fares, it can just put me down to bankruptcy. i topped up my ezlink card this morning, and mind you, i can only top up minimum, $10. by the time i actually reach home, i only have $3 plus in my card. my goodness! how can this be?! it's totally unfair to STUDENTS like us! we students waiting for our 'o' level results. just the process of waiting is an torture. now, we have to pay those expensive transport fees through our noses! what the crap...

tomorrow will just be another day feeling very inferior again. heading to singapore and nanyang polytechnic. i hope the people, enviroment and courses they offer are better than tp's. i didnt have a very good experience at tp.(sorry to say that, but this is what i really feel)

9 more days to the day of insults. 2 more weeks to the day of reveal.

sighs.