starting of a new year

ok, as you can see, i finally make some changes to my pathetic, plain, nothingless blogskin that i had previously. now, it has at least 3 colours. as what people always say, a new year means new look. so, i think this poor blog needs a new look too. same for me, i need a serious good haircut this year. heh, something that will make my year 2006 be ten times or even hundred times better. the year 2005 wasnt a very good year. the class was good, except for some who likes to cause lots of trouble, as well as those who thinks they have some kind of superior blood that makes that better than the rest. to hell to all those people who thinks and acts like that. so, i warmly welcome this year 2006. this may be one of the most not so stressful year, after so many other years of stressful-ness. (am i making sense?) ok, whatever, anyway, i mean that this year is really the only or should i say, the last year to actually go and play till you drop with your friends year. why i say this, it's because there isnt a major or must study very hard examinations waiting to kill you at the end of the year. this especially applies to those people going to those junior colleges. for me, i'm still trying real hard to balance on this thin wire, which i have to walk from one end to the other. one wrong move, and i'm tipped off. this is how dangerous my situation is now. it's either i choose the right path now, or i'm dead and stuck in this dumb cycle, which will eventually kill me towards the near future.

ok, so, i'm crapping so much here. by now i guess everyone should have realised that i'm seriously bored to death staying at home. from the day i came back from japan, i've been meeting up with my friends, so as to catch up on the latest news and events happening around us. heh. but today, i stayed at home for the entire day. and i think i practically used the computer for 3/4 of the day. at a point of time, i stopped using the computer and went to play some lame playstation games to kill the extra time before dinner. see how pathetic my life is now? i bet everyone is getting ready to attend their first lesson of the year in their respective new schools. but me, i'll most probably be staying at home, not doing anything productive. just slacking the time away. sometimes i really feel that i'm a bum. i dont like to study so much, but i rather just waste my time away watching shows on tv that i dont like at all. sighs. seeing everyone going to school on tuesday will definitely hit me quite hardly. everyone will be busy revising or maybe even learning new stuff from school, while me, still thinking that i have all the time in the world to play. arh!!! i hate this feeling.

i have decided! not to talk or think about school until my o level results are announced. i dont want to put any high hopes for it, because i know that i may be just lying to myself. i dont want to seen feeling depressed or even crying(if i ever do) in school, when i receive my o level results from my form teacher. man, i bet those people or teachers who looked down on me will probably be rooting that i will not do well for the o levels. let me that you people, i dont really care how you think about me, just shut your bloody mouth about the crap that are always going through your damn mind.

i shall start talking more about the japan trip now. hahah, i'm really too bored, i think i can blog forever. so, let me tell you our tour guide's name. his surname is "ow" so, in japan, we call him "ow-san". haha, before we were even told to call him "ow-san", i came out with that idea already. so, my eldest sister improvise on it and we ended up calling him "ow-san dao yao"(in english it means: oh, i hurt/sprained my back! hahaha. so, we kept on making fun of his name, but no one ever used it in front of him. hehe.

ok, i'm not gonna talk any further, i'm still waiting for that video to finish uploading. it's really one huge file. it takes forever just to transfer it over from one computer to another. sighs. i must learn to be more patient, unlike ac, she didnt even wait for 10mins?!