sighs.

bought a t-shirt and a polo tee today. man, it was a hard decision. i didnt know if i wanted the polo t-shirt. i tried it in the fitting room for at least 10 minutes, and i still cant make a decision. anyway, i finally bought it. i dont know, maybe i'm only going to where that a few times. who knows? ..it's just not the kind of shirt i will feel comfortable when wearing it. sighs. by the way, the colour of the shirt is green. it's not the dull green shirt, it's the brighter kind. so, i guess i'll be someone easy to spot. crap.

rl told me something about recieving this letter from somewhere, and it's rumoured that if you recieve it, it meant that you probably scored 15 to 20 points or below for your o level results. i dont really believe it, and anyway, it's just a rumour. usually this kind of rumour are seldom true. i think the person who created that rumour must really be going crazy over her results. sighs. but i understand. this waiting period is too long. although i'm just starting to enjoy it, i cant stand that i have to keep on worrying about how i'd fair. this just sucks.

hmm..everyone ask me when will i ever tell you all my...? the answer is, i really dont know.

the time now is 11.30pm. it's actually quite early! usually when i have nothing else to do, i will come online. and it's only when it's already past midnight. sighs. i didnt go out with my friends today, no wonder i feel so free today.

i had a really filling dinner. first, i helped my sister to test for homemade wantons, because she's bringing it for some pot luck thing. so, i had a maybe three wantons. then, i finished the delifrance "bread" which was supposed to be curry chicken flavour, but turned out to be tuna flavour. after one or two hours later, i ate my chicken rice which was supposed to be my dinner. so, i'm not feeling hungry at all now, which usually, i will. i think i grew fatter. seriously. dont ask me how i find out, because i just know it. haha...

tomorrow is the reunion dinner already. i dont like the fact that i have to go there, all ready for chinese new year tomorrow. of course, i love to go there to eat the FOOD. delicious, i tell you. but, i bet this year wont be any different from any other years. WE, or should i say thanks to my mother, we are always labelled as the latecomers. so, by the time we reach there, we will most probably be the only family there. no seeing of our cousins and relatives or whatsoever, because everyone would probably be on their way home. sighs. maybe my mother should make a first chinese new year resolution as being punctual at every single occasion.

sighs. i'm going to play harvest moon now. it's a long time since i last played that game. back to the woo-ing and the waiting to get married process. hehehe...