sighs.

hmm, one trip to my grandpa's house and troubles start to flow in. i can sense that vt was angry when she talked to me. i have no idea, but maybe she was feeling really lonely and isolated. her limits were pushed to her wits. sighs. anyway, i will be staying here tomorrow, hope she feels better after a night of sleep.

went to my grandpa's house early in the morning. i felt really tired, and didnt feel like leaving the house.(wanted to sleep longer, usually i only wake up at 12 plus) went there, had breakfast. for the first time after so many months, i finally ate a decent breakfast. it was beehoon. i didnt know beehoon tasted so good till today. heh, maybe because it's been a long time since i last had a plate of beehoon. so, after eating, started to read harry potter. the only thing i brought there was the harry potter book and tong ling tong zi's "wan ci fan"(manga). i knew i would definitely feel really bored there, because there's practically no entertainment there except the television. so, all i did there was to eat, watch tv, sleep. i think if i stayed there for just a few days, i would have gained at least 4kg each day. i cant think of anything else to do there but to eat. so, of course, i ate my fill there. lunch was some normal tofu, vegetables and fishcake. although it was a really simple meal, i ate it delightedly. it's been a really long time since i last ate my grandma's home cooked food. it was really delicious. dinner was even better. she cooked my favourite curry potatoes. yum. i could just have eaten that with plain rice. there's still fish with tomatoes and vegetables(heng cai). really delicious. you have to try it for yourself to actually know how good the food was. damn, i wish i could pack some food home. (i'll definitely grow much fatter, fufilling everybody's wish) "....."

so, stayed there until 9.40pm, then my father FINALLY came to fetch us home. sighs. it was today did i realised that i cant live one day without the playstation. it's my only form of entertainment at home.(besides the tv, but there arent any good show nowadays) came home, ate some longans(i'm feeling like quina. shit.) and bathed. after bathing, i had to put on my earrings. it was one painful experience. the right ear was a breeze, but the left ear gave me problems(again). i had such a hard time trying to poke the stud through my ear, because it just keeps on getting stuck halfway. i couldnt find the hole behing to poke the stud through completely. so, i think i spent about HALF AN HOUR, trying to fit that damn stud into the stupid hole. finally, after much effort, i managed to fit it through. it was such a relieve. coincidentally, it was after a message that was sent from my mom did i managed to fit the stud through my ear. quite amazing huh?! heh.

sighs. i dont know what's happening at the other side. i dont know if they had cleanly forgotten about me or not. but i can confidently shout out that i will never forget the monkeys. haha. had some really fun times together during the last 4 years. they were really great people that helped me alot. i truely thank them. about the bb side, i hope they will treat me better. heh. it's just a hope. but they are really fun people to hang out with. all of them have their unique characteristic that have definitely helped me through the years. thank them too. some may feel that they are lonely, or deserted. but i want to tell them that they are not alone. when they are bored or depressed, i will always be here for them to confide to. yea, i'm such a good friend. heh.

i hope everything will be the same when i wake up tomorrow.