forgotten

what can i say? is it a coincidence or what? they both came online at the same time. sighs. anyway, i sort of gave up trying to click with them. i'm feel so left out that now, when i see them, i dont feel a thing. i just do what i want.

oh. today i finally bought my second pair of jean. i almost bought a boot cut jean from gionardo. but it cost $62, and my sisters found it quite expensive. so, we went to this other shop(i forgot the shop name again!), and i finally found a pair of jean that fits me perfectly! also, it's not a boot cut. so, both sides happy. cheaper and better. yeah! so, i'm quite ready for japan now. just that i need a few more shirts. argh, it's so difficult to buy something that i like.

my second sister finally bought her first handphone! congrats to her. haha, she has been using pass-downs for those few years. heh. i think she's feeling really happy now. i like her handphone's display. my father asked me to buy that phone, but i didnt want, because it doesnt look nice at all. it's the functions that are attractive. BUT, i prefer to get a better looking but simpler phone. (say whatever you want, i dont care what you think.) her phone has almost everything you can ask for in a handphone. camera, mp3, radio, bluetooth, infrared, etc. anyway, i dont realy need all those, i just want something simple and cool, also, a simple camera is good enough.

what should i say, i keep on feeling that i'm missing out in something. something i that i think will be very important to me. sighs. someone please fill me in. i dont want to feel left out. oh, sp sent me a birthday card. heh, i gave me quite a shock. it's one of those cards where when you open it, it starts to play the birthday song. heh, thanks man, sp. if you're reading this, i'm really thank you. you're like the only one who actually bothers to send me a birthday card. thanks a million. even though i didnt give you anything during your birthday, you didnt forget mine. thanks man.

spent almost the whole day in parkway today. didnt do anything productive again. how typical of me. i'm going to work next year. for probably a month. i hope i dont give up halfway. i dont like the feeling of getting up early in the morning to work. arh..god, please bless me.