/sighs.

my dad went mad last night.

over some beer bottle caps.

he scolded my sister and i for being irresponsible. for not taking good care of his bottle caps. apparently, those bottle caps could be exchanged for another free radio. he passed it to my sister to keep it, but she passed it to me. so i was supposed to be responsible to bring the bottle caps home, so that he can continue his bad habit, in order to exchange for another radio. i know that he did it for us, but he was really shouting so loudly, as if it was the most important thing in his life. i could not take it any longer, so i relented. i shouted back at him, in the car. although i know it was partly our fault, but i see no need for him to get so angry over it. and if he really wanted it back, he could have made a U-turn immediately so look for it. however, he chose to scold us. sighs. after that incident yesterday, we didnt speak a word to each other. the journey home became quiet. atmosphere wasnt good at all. i hated that. we didnt even watch television together. sighs. not that i really want to, but it was usual for him to call us over to his room to watch together. (anime) the worst thing was that he wanted to put someone responsible for that incident, and he chose my sister. "yiling, i am gonna put you responsible for it". if i was her, i would have shouted back. but at that point of time, it would be so awkward to shout back. anyway, i totally understand how she would have felt when she heard him said that. sighs. he really went mad yesterday.

sighs. that was yesterday. today, we are going back to that place to eat again, and also collect the radio and alarm clock. sighs. i dont want to know what will be happening, just hope he has already calm down after a morning of golfing.

cut my hair just now. the fringe is kinda short, and curly. the back hair, as usual, left side longer than the right. sighs. why cant anyone not have a paralex error when cutting hair? and it seems to be happening only to me. i wonder why? my fringe, curly, and --(no description). havent done any studying or homework yet. tomorrow have a/e maths tuition again. sighs. dont feel like having it anymore. maybe a break after the o levels. talking about a break, i would be having extra 2 months, cause i didnt make it for the prelims, got 30 points. just sucked at studying. i just hope i will study real hard now, and get to qualify to jc. i cant imagine myself going poly, not to mention ite. sighs.

watching some jap show, quite interesting. heh. i'm like slacking everyday. havent do my tuition work. probably do it at night. not gonna sleep well tonight.