slacker's day
argh, that song is in my head again. it's getting irritating.
hmm. today was quite a boring day, didnt do anything much. went to school for dont know how many hours, but did nothing. all we did was checking of english prelim papers and completing a survey regarding the school. the rest of the hours we just spent stoning, talking, laughing, reading in the hall. i didnt bring anything to study or even read. had to ask people to lend me books, cos that's the only thing i can do when i'm bored and alone. i didnt want to gossip about anyone, if there is even someone worth gossiping about. and i dont find what they were saying very funny, so, decided to read, although the books werent very entertaining and interesting. heh. actually i only read a few pages of each book. didnt find it interesting, so i chucked it aside.
about my english prelim papers, my marks were like shit. didnt make at least a B4. sighs. after all that suffering every week, attending english tuition lessons, i still did the same. should i say it was the teacher's fault or mine? or none at all? sighs. got a pathetic score of 55/100. including all the different sections add up together. and this caused me 5 points for english. adding to my 3 points for chinese, i total had 8 points, just for TWO subjects. if this continues for the other subjects, i am quite sure i will go to ITE. sighs. not that i hope to go there, but i think there might be a big probability that i will end up there. of course the best is to get into a good school, regardless of jc/poly. but just not ITE. my heart will really sink if i go there. sighs. now i have to come up with a good and brilliant plan to get at least 14 points for L1R5. how on earth to jump from a 38 points to 14 points. -faints- i think it would just be pure hard work, as what someone once told me. sighs.
what else did i do today? all i remember is that i had wasted the whole of today again, as usual. after school went to ps to eat. however, the main point of going there was to accompany her to collect her 'new' handphone, but in the end, the so-called 'rapist' backed out. so, handphone not collected, and we wasted our trip there. so, had lunch at bk, and went home. reached home after 30mins, drop my bag, and went to play ps. after deleting all the games i onced played, there was finally enough space for me to save the 'star ocean' game. it needed at least 1200mb, if i remembered correctly. why must it take up soo much space? too fat arh!
played for a while and it was time for dinner. didnt eat anything during dinner, just watched them eat. i knew i was hungry, but the sight of the same old food every same old week just put me off. so didnt eat a single thing, only drank ice lemon tea. my favourite drink. =) heh. but i bought some cup noodles for dinner, however, didnt eat it. my mum said she could let me eat some of her dinner. i didnt really like the noodles, but as i was starting to get hungry, i just had to eat it. i am quite sure my mother hasnt eaten anything before she came home, but she still shared with me her dinner, so, i am grateful to her for that. heh.
damn! my nails are getting tooo long, cant type properly.
yeah, today got anime to watch. whoppee! hehe. i looked forward to watch peacemaker. too bad, cant find the opening and ending theme for that anime. scrapped princess is getting more exciting, but now that we have the vcds, i dont really mind skipping some episodes. anyway, i can always watch from those vcds. hehe. but, i doubt i will have the time. O levels are still coming, and i am still keeping my big, gigantic dream in my head. so, cant really concentrate in my studies. moreover, now that every day in school is just another slacking day, i really am not in the mood to start studying. worst of all, prelims have just ended not too long ago, i dont even feel like touching those textbooks again. unfortunately, i just have to. sighs. cant wait for the 22nd of november to arrive. i will definitely reward myself handsomely. whether i feel that i did badly or not. who cares of the results after you had completed the whole exam!? hahaha. i am just gonna play, play, play. best of all is, i get my handphone, - lessons, new sling bag AND a japan trip. wow, how can i resist all these pleasure. but, its all after o levels. hope this will spur and encourage me to work harder.