sighs.

yes, i know i am supposed to be studying now. or at least doing some homework or tuition work. but i cant help it, life is too boring if i keep on studying and no play. heh.

anyway, today is just another boring day. having mass lessons in the hall and ava theatrette the whole day. except for 2 pathetic breaks. sighs. and i think i forgot to see mrs--, cos i failed my maths and a maths prelims. and guess what, that's the end for my first three months in jc. i didnt make it. i didnt get 20 points and below. i got 31 points. how lousy is that?! people may think that i didnt put in enough effort, or i didnt even study. but that is absolutely not true. i did my work, and i did study. sighs. it's just that i need more time to jump a few grades higher. but, i did improve for most subjects. if not i wouldnt get 31 points. i would have gotten 38 points(as usual). so, i improve by a little teeny bit. but who cares, at least i didnt deprove! and i'm surprised i passed my geography, and even got a b4, compared so science, where i study like shit, and only got a c5. thanks to my bio. it sucks. but for geog, i didnt even study much, i and passed! hahaha. how clever am i, man.

hmm..i shouldnt be blogging now. supposed to be watching peacemaker now, but apparently, it had been postpone to tomorrow 11pm. why? i also dont know. sighs. hope they will be showing scrapped princess. at least give me some entertainment for the day. or should i say, night? heh.

went heartland today, ate lunch there before heading home. sighs. came home, didnt know what to do, emailed my englisht tutor, before going to sleep. i planned to study a few chapters of bio, but i ended up falling asleep on bed. i totally forgot that i am having tuition tomorrow, and i havent even started a single piece of work she had assigned me to do. damn! but after dinner, quickly did it. and i found it quite good. heh. as in the answers i wrote on the book. haha. abit thick skin, but who cares. she doesnt even know how i had been doing my work. some even think i am sooo hardworking, when actually, i am a slacker. i bet my sister knows that very well. she, always potraying herself to be a 'know it all' person. and claims that her literature is the best in the family. i mean, who actually cares about such things? at least i know i dont.

heh. going to watch scrapped princess now.