calm

great. is blogger always like this or is it just my computer?? everytime i want to start a new post, i have to select my font many times before it changes to the right one, which is the one i want. it's the same for the font size. this is super irritating, and so troublesome. grr.

anyway, just stopped playing the ps, star ocean game. it's getting more interesting. at least i'm sort of getting the hang of it now. when i first started, i was totally lost man. didnt know what a single heck the game was trying to do. but now, it's getting more interesting, as i get 'deeper' into the game. most of all, the main character finally changed his clothings. looks so much better now. heh. but because of my mother's nagging, i had to stop playing. what's the reason?? because of her devoted obsession to her tv dramas. cant stop watching it day and night. sighs. even after work, she would stay up late to watch. why cant she just do it when i'm not playing the game? like yesterday, she could have watched all her shows, cos i practically didnt touch the playstation at all. sighs. now i have to stop when the game was just getting better. damn!

tomorrow is school day again. this just sucks. but actually i cant wait to go to school tomorrow. at least i will know how i fare in my prelims. i sure hope i get better than the mid-year. my tuition teacher was saying that i would most probably get 28 points? when i heard that, i was actually quite relieved?! because i never ever reached 25 points in my whole life before! it was always 38 or 39 points. now that i have improved by even a few points, i am super glad. although she didnt feel too happy for me. sighs. why must they all look at results? cant they be more open-minded i think of it differently? not that i care whether they care about the results, but i just feel irritated that i worked hard, and at least improved by a bit, and yet they have to expect more. in such a short period of time. what the crap man. anyway, i better bring some books to read tomorrow, or even comics! heh. i was really bored on friday. didnt have anything to do at all. so, i sat there, listening to them gossiping about everyone in the entire world. that makes me really irritated, but i had to do something, and since i didnt have anyone to talk to, i just sat there, listening. laughing at the "right" or "correct" time. sighs. but after awhile, i really couldnt take it anymore, so i decided to just stone. which was a better choice, rather than gossiping. makes me think of the aunties and ah sohs gathering together at the 'stone table', chatting and laughing away. hurting other people's feelings. sighs. feel sorry for those who were gossipped at. heh.

now that my prelims are over. at least things goes back to normal, for now. i can everyday come online, blog and check up new stuff. besides that, i get to play the ps anytime i want, after that, i can even read a few comics! whohoo. this is the life i've been yearning for. of course, the last but not the least, is to go out with friends. whether it's just talking, or shopping, i'm still quite ok with it now. since i got all the time, for now. actually not really, i still have o levels, which keeps on ringing in my head. damn it, sometimes it can really get quite irritating. yep. about going out with friends. usually i will do anything first but to go shopping with them. either sides are the same for shopping. indecisive, and sometimes tiring. the worst of all is when they had walked through the whole of singapore, but still got nothing for themselves. argh. that is super exhausting. and last of all, not all people have the same taste for clothes and stuff, so, for me, i fall in that category. i cant go shopping with them, because the clothes they wear are just not my type. vice versa. sighs. that's one disadvantage. but still, we will be friends. as i always believe that we may not have the same interested, but we still can be friends. hardcore friends. faithful friends. but, sometimes i wonder if they think like wise. -sad-

what should i say now. i feel super hot(as in temperature) and i am bored. i dont feel like packing my bag, or watching tv. oh, talking about watching tv, i am gonna watch 'my date with a vampire'(if i remember correctly) tonight. it's a show about vampires. quite cool. people reading this should watch it. heh. i realised that whoever who constantly reads my blog, would know more or less about some 'good' shows on tv, because everytime there's a nice show, i would blog it right here. sooo, tv shows lovers, stay tuned for every entry of my blog! muhahaha~

i'm gonna bathe now, its nearly 9.30pm already. (my usual time for bathing, for those who know me) heh.