-yawn-

i just woke up at like 12.15pm
yesterday din even have a good night sleep
i was like sleeping in a coffin
cant even move a inch
cos everytime i move, my sister will wake up
what crap is that man
& i was feeling so hot, it was like having fever!
mans! the worst day has finally come
where laughter & teasing is part & parcel of everything
i hate this, & i hope today quickly end
although i still got my tuition work to do
i dont feel like doing it now
its like i will be all alone
without a single soul helping me
full of crap
what all about the ------ when at this point of time
they dont bother to even think of something that every do together
a whole load of crap to ---
anyway, today probably just gonna wear my usual thing
t-shirt & jeans with shoes
what else do i have mans?!!!
i think ever since i stepped into maybe primary sch
i never owned anymore skirts or dress
& it would really be a very big step for me to wear a skirt
not even thinking abt dresses!
hmm...let me think what i should do today
i think after this, gonna finish up my tuition hw
then eat something
by that time, should be time to leave the house
to ... i dont wanna mention it again mans
then for 4 hours, i wont be talking much
just sitting or standing at a position
looking around
i doubt anyone will actually wanna start a conversation with me
since i have been such a loner since pri sch
haiz...good luck to me mans
i think i better start talking a lot now
cos later for 4 hours, or even more
i wont not be able to talk
hmph..i think one day i wont be able to talk when i want to
that will be really bad
but i think the problem not only lies with me
but also with them
if they arent willing
i talk so much also no use
sigh. save me man God!
haha, just hope everything goes well today
& help me make the right decision