sick.crap

ok, this is sooo crap.
today is my chinese o levels
after so long, after soo many years of studying, this finalises the whole of my chinese study life
& guess what, i'm got sick yesterday night!
wow, that's just so crap, so irritating
couldnt get myself to sleep last night
until 1am plus, im still awake
tossing and turning, until i finally got some sleep, & i got to wake up to go to sch
& the worst is, when i got up, i'm still having my headache & block nose
& i got a terrible stomachache
what is worst is, when i reached sch, not even a single soul, only myself & 2 other ppl
(shall not name them) & i felt worst
my headache worsen, cant think straight
& i have to take the O levels in this condition
so irritating!!! the stupid mucus just keep on flowing non-stop
& the worst thing is, i dun even have a packet of tissue!?!
arh...so crap. & i have to suffer for 4 hrs(i think)
i have a very bad feeling that i'm not gonna do well for the paper
i study soooo hard, & the words that came out is like, only 2 or 3?
what crap is this??!?! & i have to think with my head being soooo painful?
argh...& now im running a fever of 37.1 degrees
what crap is this
& everyone still says that im look well, when actually im just suffering inside
& NO ONE KNOWS!
arh...my mother & sister going to china with younger sister
so good, at least they get to get out of singapore
& i cant. why?>?!?! becos i need to go back during the june holidays to STUDY!!
what crap mans! i hate this year. i loathe this YEAR!
i'm still not feeling alright now
& i got to go sch tmr
so crap, extremely crap, super duper crap
on wednesday, im gonna collect my report bk
& its all gonna be underlined, becos...i fail almost every subject
or should i say i only pass 2 subjects?
haiz...what a failure mans
continue like this, & i will be on my way to ITE
wow...that's gonna be sooo soon
crap. really crap. this sucks.