first day of march holidays

ok, today is the first day of my march holidays
its boring, half of the day was spent on useless thing
like sitting in the corridor? stoning?!
doing nothing except listening to music?
haiz...then later ate this starchy hokkien mee that dun even taste nice
-forced myself to eat it all up-
then later my mother go work, leaving me & my sisters to go home
then when we reached home, they started dancing
heh...very funny, we were trying to follow them dancing?
wah...& its like crap dancing
jus anyhow dance
then later my sister go swimming with her friends
left me & my youngest sis at home, doing nothing
then later vanessa came
she help me buy ice lemon tea
heh...i just felt like drinking that all of a sudden
tmr i need to do my tuition homework already
if not i cant play in peace
haha...if not its gonna be in my mind for a very long time
& my tuition is like on thursday? so gotta finish doing it
then i need to brush up on all my subjects
so gonna study abit for each topic
yeah...i shall start with bio
need to find a english tutor also
i MUST pass my english
if not i can forget abt going to jc
& nus. haiz...i need to study hard mans
but i always say, but cant control myself to go & do it
i must get at least 15 pts for o levels
if not i cant go to a good jc
but i noe my amibition already
so its doesnt really matter
but still the accomplishment i will get when i get into a good jc is so good
& i will make sure i choose a exciting cca
i have been on ccas that i din really like
pri sch was table tennis to christian fellowship
the sec sch was npcc
although np made me do things i will neva try on my own
but i dun like the part abt doing drills every single session
& the promotion test
which is coming quite soon
hope i do well, but at the same time, dun really wish to get promoted
if not i still got to collect the rank(for the first time)
so i dunno what to do when i march out
but the pt is the i dun want to be tied down by all the other things
like if there's sth on for np, i will keep on thinking abt it
then i cant concentrate on my daily life
i hate that feeling
anyway, i managed to survive 4 years of np, compared to some ppl that jus quit after the first few sessions
at least i do it all the way
heh...im so bhb all of a sudden=)